i love her

ok ppl look here ...ummm this is a really old blog

i put this on myspace a couple of weeks ago so...injoy....even u baby

i understood that today was the last day for me, for her, for both of us to show eachother how we felt for one another.30 mins left of school...she was taking pictures of everyone, saying good bye to every one...i just looked at her with eyes that seen the Queen of my life.She was floating around, saying her last goodbyes. i couldnt stand the thought of her leaving my life...it was almost impossible.But at last school had ended. we held eachother until we knew how much we loved eachother.Time had passed...people had left, few remaind, the teachers were on one side talking to one another and the kids on the other side were saying ther last goodbyes. My love was so tender hearted that she cryed for everyone.....but when her ride approached.....i felt it....i felt the pain...the heart breake...the water in my eyes.i was stund, thinking that this was all a dream, that this cant be happening..but it was...it was one of those nightmares that u could never wake from.i walked over to get things from the other side...i grabbed them...i heard her cry. the type of cry that peirced my heart and left a hole where she belonged or belongs.i was walking towards her with her stuff in my hand...time stood still, i couldnt move. i couldnt believe that impossible thought was happening at this time...time started again and she had to go...i walked her to her ride holding her hand. i couldnt look at her... i wanted to but me crying wasent wut i wanted her to remeber me by.we got to the door of her car...i looked at her and she looked at me...there i wanted time to be my friend and stop once more, but for some reason it was my enemy...and did nothing..i huged her until the kids in the car started to cry...i put her stuff in the car and i turned around and looked at her we stood there once more i hugged her again and then i kissed her on the forhead.i told her to call me she said ok.we let go of eachother and she stood there and i slowly walked away...looking into her eyes. she got in the van and closed the door...the van drove off and i stood there lookin ....i turned around...and knowing i was never going to see her again ..then pain came fron the inside of me and showed its self on the out side.my love had left...and i never to see nor talk to again.we promised eachother that we would meet again later on in life.i vow to keep that promiseZOE MARCELL YOUNGI LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART