late night

well...im cold, sad ,tired and did i say sad? well....sad r u happy now but...ummm
its 4:40 AM and i cant sleep.....
what to kno why?
its because of her....u kno ......her, my baby ,my love
she wont stay out my head.
everyday....every momment .........every second....
i hear her voice saying " i love u josh"
for every one information....my name is josh
but any way...back to my problem...well its not a problem...it just...forget i said anything...im tired u kno wut i mean.....
but....this girls name resounds in my head and im realizing how much i really love her
doubts start swimming in my head...
like...idk
" she is young and she is moving to a different state and i cant stop her from finding some one els....and what if she doesnt want me to come for her like i promised?" i juss love her so much u kno....i want her to be mine for ever
sounds cray dont it....well let me remind u....its 4:51.....u will be cray too